ive just attempted to watch earthlings but i can’t stomach it enough to finish it.
my soul is tired..
"She was free in her wildness. She was a wanderess, a drop of free water. She belonged to no man and to no city."
"I will love you forever; whatever happens. Until I die and after I die, and when I find my way out of the land of the dead, I’ll drift about forever, all my atoms, until I find you again."
i have been (generally) meat free for the past six days! i slipped up once during brunch on sunday, but i wont kick myself for that because i am pretty much going cold turkey so i planned for slip ups. anyway i have lost 3 pounds already, my IBS symptoms are basically gone, and i have been in really good spirits considering my wife left last tuesday. i have been going nuts looking for fun new vegetarian recipes to try. i have three days off this weekend so im going to find a bunch and go grocery shopping. i cant wait! im such an old lady.
also, two more weeks until i go home on leave, then off to a school :) i cant wait to see my niece, my mom, and of course go on dates with my wife
so it has been snowing like crazy and im basically snowed in my house. i really want to go to the store but ill wait for the snow to let up first. i discovered a lot of yummy looking vegetarian recipes that should make the transition to vegetarianism easier but its hard to go anywhere when your car doors are iced shut!
tomorrow it is looking clearer so ill just eat mushroom ramen and play video games today i suppose. i just finished slicing up a full fresh pineapple for my green smoothie for lunch and i also made some sunflower seed butter for a snack later. theres only about two weeks until i go visit my family in vegas before heading off to petaluma! so im trying to eat everything that may perish since ill be gone for the next few months.
my whole duty weekend at work was quite hard when everyone around me is cooking meat and eating bad food but i made it out unscathed! first vegetarian weekend of my life is a success :) here is to the rest of the week!
the idea of people having to be ‘useful’ is just so gross, like people do not exist to be used
having to produce something and have a use is a capitalist ideal and not an intrinsic part of humanity
just by being alive you are human and you are worth something and you can never be useless
last night i watched the gerson miracle and it was very enlightening and eye opening. i suggest it for anyone who is in denial or doesn’t know anything about how awful our healthcare system is and how eating right will cure any disease.
oh, and yes, the government is in fact poisoning our water supply and they also brainwashed us into thinking that fluoride is good for you.
just watch it, it will give you a lot to think about.
"Call your mother. Tell her you love her. Remember you’re the only person who knows what her heart sounds like from the inside."